QUETIONS AWAIT ANSWERS

My hands have won, my handled. But ... what to do!!!......

This chest tightness, wish i to which focused on.... taste out of shape. Difficult to expalin the jingsau puzzle in the heart that i still a mistery. Happy, sad, warried, yearning, various flavours bleand and vacuum stengh come true. Sometime come without the asking i do not want that to happen. Can deal with all this!!!!.....
Was this a trial or test that should pass without me knowing all embedded, occut, come alone in my life. Even though all this tme i will but why unrest is still hounted in every my minds. Really can not describe it feells Down in to the heart of minds together to create beat-beat heart un bearable. Can not call, declare interpret with anything. So much responsibility that must be in sash for a word. The word so precious with the noble sense as well God in the eye of mankind. weird.
"LOVE" ....... this is true !!!!!!.... what to do with it!!!!.... Give understand, realize a lot of things that i do not know. Now that i expect, like hopefully over time i'll find the unswer for all Barbie. When is and how long......

SUBHAN ALLAH ridden my heart i surrendet to HIM
HUAKBAR ALLAH greatness is only HIS
BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIIM lead us to the road on the way to heavent ROHMATALLILALAMIIN